Walking Away

  The most powerful way to love someone is to walk away from them

Especially when you don't have your shit together

There is no need to bring someone into sometime you don't know

What is going on

or

Don't have level ground

Get your things on level ground 

Once that is done 

Then see if you start over

with them

If it's meant to be it will be

So walk away

It's the powerful love you will know

So it Be

Fire Sign Reading 2021

  insomnia, high blood pressure, chest pains, or headaches.

Take 20 minutes a day for yourself

Doing nothing

Not even thinking

Keep in mind that you & your children are protected

Blessing is coming in because you did the work

What is holding you back?

Nothing, but yourself

Because you choose not to listen

You choose to forget

You choose to see what is important to others around isn't so important

You choose to be right when you know you are wrong

You choose to hurt yourself & belong or with friends

Who doesn't have what is best for you in heart

Time to stop looking with a sword in your hand

Money, Career, & Relation

All will be the same for many

But others it will slowly come in when you need it

And 2% it will slowly go away

What's coming

Answers

With them all being

YES

Blessing are flying over you

How you should move forward

By leaving the past in the past

The things you lost will equally be replaced

Let's face yourself within your heart

It's time to place something

You will not have any money, career, or relationship

When you don't have anything that moves you

It's because 80% of you have it good

And you don't even know it

Because you to busy looking around you

To see the big photo in front of you

Emotional some of you are balance

And you must find balance within you and around you

You have been resting on people and trusting in them

It's time to stop trusting in people who only hurt you

They show you

They will lie in your face

And take when you not looking

When you do that good will come in

Judgment will be under everything with everything being a yes on yourself

Keep in mind

As long as you do right by others they will do right you

And remove people who need to be removed

Air Sign Reading 2021

  Do you feel respect is needed?

Do you go with the flow and just let things happen

step aside & let go of the situation (s)

You are placing yourself where you don't belong 

because you don't have the real story

and

 that will only cause you pain & cost you sometime

sometimes it's best to keep your mouth close 

and 

just look around to see the truth

time to stop acting a fool 

its costing you money & happiness

death & a ending is coming soon

time to ask for forgives 

from the people you hurt 

as you see with your own eyes 

you pick the wrong side 

because you were being green-eye

what you thought you could have 

will not come to you

because it was never yours to have

this isn't for all air signs

just the ones who were in the wrong 

not for the ones who were in the wrong place

the ones in the wrong place will be blessed

and the answer to your question

you ask yourself is 

No with a green dot

and something to do with a

Guard

Bo

Fleet

30

91

or 

Kimble

Some of you will pass away 

and other your close friend will not this year

some friends will pass away

because things are missing

because trust is lost 

and you or the other person around see the other for who they are

as one is missing what is no longer around from trusting in the other

some of you took on others curse 

what was unsolved is now solved 

the regard to a case, blessing, friendship, family, &, etc.

some will have unsolved homicide

to deal with at work, family, 

possibly of drugs transaction

your blessing is to stop 

or something with a 455 and the letter j

plus the color white

could be the day, time, month, address, vehicle number, etc.

plus unlucky numbers

114

1994

1990

300

33

3614

01

326

53

unlucky months

November 19

April 6

October 29

your unlucky color 

red

blue

there things unknown to you

some of you need to wake up to what's going on around you

only 30% of air sign will have a very bad year

the other 50% will find their way out of the box 

the last 20% this don't have anything to do with you

because you kept your nose clean from others bullshit

because you learn a long time ago to mind your business 

and keep others out of yours

plus you always give back apart of what you take

and because of that 

you will receive what was taking from you

your name, business, money, blessing,

plus more

Earth Sign Reading 2021

 A positive omen that predicts something good will come your way and that this will change your life

Earth sign

As long as you are grounded 

Everything will come to you 

Good things come to the ones who will wait

Professional 

Is what they will be saying about you

Go walk outside barefoot

Let the sunshine onto you 

No more towers will be coming to you 

Things will be handed down to you 

You will be holding a lot on one leg 

With no discomfort

Just will look discomfort to others

And remember that is just one leg

Will be standing on holding your many blessings

Just wait till you need both

what is waiting for you to hold with the need of both of your legs

Sometimes when you have to embrace the truth

It's just you seeing who you are 

And why things happen for you

Why you always find yourself out  things

And others why you always find yourself in things

Anywho it's you 

You must see it 1st

When something good is happening

Or 

When something bad is happening

You have the understanding to fix things around you

When you keep your power

And you will not let others use your power

Before 2021 come into play

Blessings will come in 

So many that two legs for others will be too much to hold

But because it's is meant for you 

One limb can hold them effortlessly

Because what is meant for you is meant for you to handle

Because the creator will not give you what you can't handle

Bless others in need 

Remember a simple drink to someone who is full of food 

Is better than a new plate of food

Water Sign Reading 2021

You feel alone and that no one understands you. 

You want to display and share an aspect of you

You are refusing to accept the facts about a situation. 

Expresses social unity and family connections. 

You need to balance your objectivity with your personal feelings. 

You highly value yourself. 

your enthusiasm and uplifted spirit for some matter or occasion. 

Your position at the top is a precarious one.

take steps to have a project or plan come to fruition.

The question should be 

What do you think peace of mind is for you 

If you hold on to something too long 

By controlling it 

How can you have peace when taking someone else peace away from them

Is peace yelling with someone because they doing something different,

That you don't understand

You know if you just ask questions that you want to know

Without trying to make the answer to the question to your liking

Everything you believe you can't place on someone who 

Has their own beliefs

Time to remove your ego of what or how others see you

Or 

That hurt you are placing on people around you 

Who doesn't understand why 

You know that 

What the fuck

Being nice to the wrong people and hurting the wrong people

You will find yourself 

Lonely

Stop thinking about what others think of you

Learn to go with the flow

Let things happen freely

Learn to ride and stop driving

Sit back and look around 

And love people for who they are

And stop making them into who you want them to be

If you take peace you will remove your peace

You lost yourself 

And you want people around to be lost 

The answer to your question is yes

Only if you play the game right without 

Making the rules

Dream Of Burning Things

 

Dream that you were burning things. 

Only mean you are removing the things you no longer need

You are cleaning up

And if you place everything in a hole 1st

Then burn it

You were making sure there is no way it can be dug back up 

If the fire tried to get out hand 

But you had water holes in hand

You have control of your emotions

You have your power back or you just learn you have power

And if you sprayed your ex, friend, or family member with the water holes 

All that they place on you are now returning to that person or persons

So smile and keep doing you 

Because they are hating it and you are loving the peace

Because you let the past go 

Spell Word Of The Month

 Subitaneous

That occurs or is manifested suddenly, spontaneously, or in haste; sudden, hasty, unexpected.

occurring or performed quickly and without warning 

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Dying Alone by Tyler Gore

Dying Alone......... Have you ever felt like you was dying alone?.  I have and at the moment its how I been feeling for the last three weeks, I know sad to say, but its the truth, I no one knows what I go thru on a daily basis, life sometimes gets harder the further you travel, the roads get more bumper, the people you love and thought loved you,  seem more distance, you don't hear from them as much, as you once did, and yeah it hurts, if you didn't know, or couldn't tell I write this from a prison cell, a place I've been for the last twenty-one years, and being honest, I'll be the first to admit, some people think prison saved them, I think it's killing me, cause slowly I'm becoming someone I don't want to be, I hate this place, cause it keeps me in a negative mindset,  no matter what goes on, how can I be at peace, knowing I'm being forced, to do something  I don't wanna do, how can I have peace, if I can't help those I love in there time of need, how can I be a father to my kids, or a brother to my sisters, or son to my mother, if I can't even be around them? but back to the point at hand, the point I stress,  the point I try to make, I is man no one wants to die alone, not even me, no matter how tough I am, or how bad people label me out to be,  I'm might have a million labels to go with my name, but the one I want most is peace, yeah, I just wanna be at peace, I wanna be happy, I'm tired of pretending like I'm happy, by putting on a fake smile, I want the real thing, but will I ever have that again in this life, I wanna share something with whoever might read this, me and God ain't on talking terms, but however, I do know God is real, even when he doesn't answer, I know he still hears, I just don't think he listens to me, and I kinda wonder why.?, what have I done that's so bad, even the creator wants to listen to me, ain't I'm supposed to be his child..? well I don't feel like a child of a King, I feel lost, I feel hopeless, I feel depressed, I feel lonely, I feel abandoned, I feel afraid, cause I feel I'm walking down a dark road, but don't know what awaits me, at the end of that dark road, people say life is supposed to be lived to the fullest, but how does one do that? without being with those you truly love. You know I was so lost last night, that I begged someone to read the Bible with me, I was just that lost, but I needed peace, yet I still left that cell, just as lost as I was when I walked in there, but for some stranger reason, what was read to me  stuck with me all thru the night, now remember me and God ain't on talking terms,  I've stopped praying, cause it's like a job,  I wasn't getting paid to do, besides I always feel like I'm talking to myself anyway, so I just find it hard to do, is that wrong of me? does that make me not believe in God, I would hope not, cause I really do, I'm just lost, and I'm trying to find my way, I just don't know how! so what I read last night comes out the old testaments, its called Deuteronomy, and its the thirtyish, chapter, and it reads. The blessing of returning to God, .....  Now it shall come to pass, when all these things come upon you, the blessing and the curse which I have set before you, and you call them to mind among all the nations where the Lord your God drives you, and you return to the Lord your God and obey his voice, according to all that I command you Today, not tomorrow, but today,  you, and your children, with all your heart, and with all your soul, that the Lord your God will bring you back from captivity, and have compassion on you, and gather you again from all the nations  where the Lord your God has scattered you., if any of you are driven out to the farthest parts under heaven, from there the Lord your God, will gather you, and from there he will bring you. then the Lord your God will bring you to the land which your fathers possessed, and you shall possess it, he will prosper you and multiply you more than your fathers. and their lord your God will circumcise your heart, and the heart of your descendants, to love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul that you may live, Also, the Lord your God will put all these curses on your enemies and those who hate you, who persecuted you, and you will again obey the voice of the Lord your God and do all his Commandments which he commands to do today, The Lord your God will make you abound in all your work of your hands, in the fruit of your body, in the increases of your livestock, and in the producer of your land for good, for the Lord will again rejoice over you for good as he rejoiced over your fathers, if you Obey the voice of the Lord your God to keep his commandments and his statues which are written in this book of the law, and if you turn to the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul,  , some people say this ain't hard, but few do it, it's hard to love with all your heart and soul, when you don't really know what love is, sometimes I feel like its just a word, cause I haven't experience love in so long, I mean real love where I can feel love thru a hug, or see love thru someone smile, here there is no love, so when you don't receive love it does something to you, it makes you cold, it makes you not care, even if I was to hear the voice of God, would I actually believe it after so many years of going without hearing it,  so again I ask have you ever felt like you were dying alone, c use every day to lose a piece of me,  a piece of my mind, my soul, my heart,  but where does it go,  I'm tired of trying to fix these puzzles they call life, it's just too hard, and I know there is a way out, I just don't wanna take the easy route, after fighting so long,  the battle is hard, and the war is long, so what am I gone do,  who can I turn to, shouldn't it be the same one who said turn to me and I will bless you,  it hard, but I know if I don't do something fast I'm gone lose myself...  so I ask for help from anyone who can understand where I'm coming from, and where I'm going thank you, always Fatboy

Dream she woke up

 Hello Dolls

I had this dream

Where this woman came ill

And she fell down 

However after weeks in the hospital,

Her brain wasn't working as it should

The doctors didn't know what to make of it

No one knew what was wrong with her

Brain wave we're moving slow

So the only thing they knew was she wasn't 

Braindead

But she wasn't there

As she would only walk around

As if she was a walking dead

But she didn't hurt anyone 

And her family couldn't take care of her their self

So they place her in a home

After 3 years 

She woke up outta whatever she was in

And she said she want to go home

If you place a love one in a home

Because something happen to her

After she fell from a fever 

& no doctor can explain 

To why she the way she is

Because she they only person in the world it happen too

She just woke up and she wants to come home

When I Place a Spell on My Enemy

 

When I Place a Spell on My Enemy 

I do not wish death on them

I make them feel the baggage, they trying to place on me

Ex: the more the person or group

Lie and try to hurt me 

They because poorly 

Or

Things around them will fall apart

Or

Both

When I Place a Spell on My Enemy 

They kill their self 

By trying to kill me

I use myself as a sacrifice

Once I do that 

I walk away

Because the truth be told 

I don't care what people think

I only care about who I let in think

And I don't let many in

Because I am an investment

And I will let you have it all

I understand who that person or group ready is

And the only way to break the spell is 

To do right by me

So they can have peace of mind

Because if I don't have peace withinside me

 I place them into a painting or drawing

Like a voodoo doll

But I use art

I paint them in frame

Removing them with inside me

So I can have my peace of mind back

I never will use spell work for the death of anyone 

They can do that by their self

The more they take

The more they lie

The more they hate

Once I place the last color of paint 

I will not stand down 

I will not accept breadcrumbs

The weigh they place on themselves will stay

Till

They do right by me

Besides if I wish them death

How could they see me restart all over again

Or 

Do right by me

They will be inside a frame 

Place away 

Where they will no longer come back or see

Be careful with me 

I'm the blessing you can't see

I will always sacrifice myself 

Because I understand 

You will always miss understand me 

So I place myself on the cross you made just for me

Because I will be reborn 

Spiritual Alarm

Spiritual Alarm

201

Be safe 

Made up to look like heaven

 Hello Dolls

I arrived at the understanding

The only way to kill a demon

Is to show the world

The truth behind the masks

Behind the demon's words

I have demons who are trying to remove my soul

Because they don't understand it

Because they never had one 

Demons will try to break you

Because they are happy

They are creators

You must walk away from the demons around you

Whatever they taking from you 

Let them have it 

They using it to keep you with them

Demons will never tell the truth

Demons will never hear you

Demons only listening to people who make them feel powerful

As in everything they say is truth and only the truth

And they will use them, people, to attack you 

The will come to try to tear you down

The saltwater that comes from the eyes is only helping you 

 Clean away what you can't see

Don't get it wrong 

The devil cry when no one is looking 

Because he sees the wrong he place on you 

But the devil will keep his ego 

Keep his face

But he must be right and everything

He must be done his way

Take that door the demon out for you to walk away

Don't look back 

The devil will never change his face so others can see 

Truth

So walk away

And show the world 

How you were in hell 

So they can see 

Why you are strong

How you can't be stopped

And be happy doing you 

Because you show your truth 

And then you will have peace knowing you are helping others

To get out of hell too

So keep following me

I will tell you all about hell

Made up to look like heaven

I'll tell you the vision to free yourself 

Place your left hand in the air 

And just keep it there

You will a touch 

Then you will know you are not alone

And say

I'm ready to pull out

This Is Church ( Just Because They Are Blood Don't Mean They Really Love You )

 Just Because They Are Blood Don't Mean They Really Love You 

Some people will find their self hurting the wrong people or person

All because they talk and listen to the blood

Ask yourself how many of your family members

can keep a job

can keep a relationship

can want their kids to be better than them 

what about 

who in your family is going to jail

who will lie on their own child to get out something they did

who talks about everyone and you

because you best believe if they smile in the face talking about so & so

they are talking about you with so and so smiling

you go out drinking and listening to someone who really doesn't 

want you happy

all because they are blood

but they can't hold water

they cant hold job

they cant hold one place to live

cant keep a vehicle

Don't fight for a relationship

Because that's time and seasons, with reasons for a life

they are always there with their hand out

I need you all to think about 

the person or people who don't ask for anything

who keep a job and go to the top of that job

where they have a say so

the one who trust you but because the way they talk and walk

Believe 

you don't trust them

and the sad part is 

you don't understand why

till its too late

then you are that 

should, could, would 

man or woman

see the people you trust 

trust in things

the people you don't trust 

trust in needs

you can't buy love, trust, friendship, joy, peace & faith

look at your blood family

ask yourself 

do you want better

because that is the only way you will 

break free from your bloodline curse

You must really at them

Where have they been 

Where are trying to go

What are their dreams

Do they want more

Are they happy how things are around them

Stop talking to the blood that really envies what you have 

Or

The person or people 

Who's around you 

And they just want to take their place

Because they want to feel what you give to the one's 

Who doesn't asks you for anything

But

Trust, respect, love, to be heard, 

Asks yourself who do you really listening too

So you don't end up on the wrong side

Because the only person or people 

Who can talk to why you take a shit 

Will be the ones to wile your ass 

When the day comes 

When you can't

That's love, joy, trust, peace, and understanding

So don't get fool and push the wrong one's away

Because you find yourself watching them faraway

Where you

Shoulda Coulda Woulda

Hit you 

And it's too late

The damage you did was done

Just because they are blood doesn't mean they wish you love

They just there for their self and wants

Put needs before wants

You will always be on the winning side

This was church 

Amen

So it be

Whatever you say after your meetings

Love always 9

Neoconda Oshun 

Text From My Brother doing Life

I told him we will just keep doing time together, and he wrote back.

I just copy and paste 

 U know sis

 that is what I'm talking about,

 I just feel like I'm in your way, and that shit don't sit right with me,

nor reels right, 

why do you have to live in a mobile home, 

when you could have so much more,and trust this

 I already know if you had the power and money, 

you would get me out of here,

cause you try to do that even when you don't have,

 I just don't think its fair to you, 

knowing in my mind and heart,

 no matter what I tell tip she ain't going no where cause she stubborn,

and she likes to keep her word

,but can you see,sis sometimes 

something we want so much in life,just ain't in reach, 

no matter how bad we want it,

 I know it sounds like I'm giving up, 

and who knows maybe I am, 

or is it Because I know your not going to be able to do it on your own, 

as far as getting a lawyer,

 I just want better for u,

I don't want u to keep doing time with me, 

rather I'm the only person u talk to or not, 

cause your the only person I really fall to too, 

(-------) has money on the phone

 but for dome reason

 I don't even wanna talk to her, 

so I haven't called,

and really its cause of you,

 the last time I talked to her, 

I asked her why she never showed u no appreciation, 

why she don't reach out to u, 

and help u like u did her,

why everybody seems so cold towards the one person 

who has helped everybody,

I don't understand that,

 I told her if it wasn't for you 

she wouldn't even be down here, 

so don't get it twisted and think,

 I think she came cause she wanted to,

 I know the lick, 

and I'm just tired of people treating you like the bad guy,

she said tip don't talk to me,

 I said I wonder why, 

how man times have your told her thank u for saving ya ass,

she couldn't answered,

 so I haven't caller since,

but I gotta charge this tablet 

I'll write when I get it back,and that money is still gone be there in case you need it promise don't need it,

 love you so much write u later. 

I love you miss u and we gone be alright one way or thee other,

but let me know its there if u want it I'll be okay as long as u okay...

Part 2

Sis I told you I would finish up writing u, 

so here I am, 

I miss you so much,

and even tho I would give anything to be free,

I would give even more to see you happy, 

and complete,cause you deserve that,

 I want that for all my sisters, 

even tho the other two don't want happiness for me, 

it doesn't change my heart,

 nor what I want for you and them,

so tip like I said I'm holding that money, 

I don't care how bad I want or need something, 

its yours all you gotta do is say bruh send that,

plus tip I don't mind helping you, 

my last is yours, 

all you have invested in me,

its time I do something for you,

I keep telling you I don't care no more if I have or not, 

plus its not like I haven't been broke before,

I just wanna help,

I hate to hear you saying you don't have shit, 

that shit hurts me, 

cause I should be out there helping u 

when times get to rough,

so again I'm here if you need me 

its not going anywhere,

oh yeah still haven't heard from (----),

 but it doesn't matter no more to me,

I'm done worrying about what's gone happen with me, 

and what's not, 

its whatever its gone be,

and I guess most people will look at 

that as me giving up,

 but its not, no one knows what I go thru everyday waking up somewhere

 u don't wanna be for twenty one years, 

it does something, 

I'll never get used to this or call this my home

,I'm just tired of fighting,

 I'm tired of hoping, and having faith in something

 I just can't see,

 I'm I wrong for that, 

then on top of that

 I'm fine depending on people,

 its hard to take people at their word now a days

 so I don't,

 noones but yours cause you don't lie to me, 

never have so I respect all you say

 and do, 

well I was just hitting you back to finish 

where I left off, 

I love you, and I miss you holla back when you can love always lil bruh for life l....

.Jpay

If anyone want to help me write our brother

Tyler Gore

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