Just Sitting When It Came To Me

Just sitting on a rock

Place on cannon beach

The little old lady came to me

Helping me find keys

Of a smile, she didn't see in the rain

Because I was thinking she was waiting for her ride

When I walk in the right doors

Till I came out the left door

I saw her standing there

I was going to asks does she needs a ride

But I remember the kid shout out 

With her reply

She was okay 

So I walk on by

Placing my bags of goods

Inside the door

I look to see she was walking by

With her Black Umbrella over her head

I turn again and she was gone

Like a spirit

Who just came to see

Will I say 

Hello

Yes I know
But I don't like to talk about the unknown
Religion Talk
Because I learn it will only
Lead to the ugly word
In the minds of two souls
And the others looking independently
I love to talk
I'll tell you all about sci-fi
Because then you will look
As you sit alone
Taking a look
It's how I tell you what I do without saying a word
But with one look
I open a door
Inside you
That makes you think & understand this isn't
No sci-fi book
It's key to unlock the doors
Within anyone who takes the time to look
My smile always say
Hello
My spirits always tell me
When to asks for help
Even when I really never needed it
It's a program of awareness
Now I'm back sitting alone
Just waiting for
What others call testing me
To see if I pick up a phone
Now you know
I have no man phone
The shadow people told me
That's a spiritual phone 

My Nice Talk

I had a nice talk with this little sexy old lady

Who turn old to be in her 80's

But look as if she was in her late 40's going on 50

Turn old her husband paint

Her house is full of all his painting

From all different sizes

Plus she has her wall of famous

As she calls it

With all her kid's awards

plus the good & bad things they did

I SAY WE ALL SHOULD THE SAME

I KNOW YOU LIKE 

Why

Because of Think About It

How many of you know what your Grandmother did or Grandfather did

Hell how many of you know 

Anything about them

Do you know their face

If you don't start keeping up with your family history 

Who will

Break the curse of not knowing

Do you want your grandkids to know you when you are gone

OR 

Do you want to be forgotten 

Your grandparents 

Love Always 9

Neoconda Female Dolls

Ok My Dolls

If you come here a lot you know I just get to the point.

Now My Dolls looking for a Wealthy man

For a spotlight 

All you must do is look like wealth

Learn what is hot 

Make sure you know everything 

About him

Always let him do him

Just look like a doll of what is hot and what is in season

Use what you have 

And it sad but you will have to use

Someone to get the one you want

And that is for all my dolls who just want to be in the spotlight

Now for my dolls who really just want 

Your wealthy man to take care of him

And you don't want to come off as fake

You want him to see you for who you are

Well doll just make sure you are in the right spot at the right time

And from there you just be yourself

Within a min, all men know 

There is something about a woman just by looking at her

He can be passing you by 

If his dick jump 

He will turn to you

He will find you

Because within that one min when his dick jump

You have his mind

So always smile when you are walking

Your wealthy man is watching you

He trying to see what it is about you

It's like when you  lose your keys 

You just can't find them

But when you stop looking for them 

They are right there

So just be right there

 Just being yourself

And he will see you

Like his keys, he was looking for  

Love You Always 9

This is church ( How can you act a ass )

Hello thank you for coming today

I hope you receive this message I have

for you today

Today message is about how can 

you wake up every Sunday morning

But act a fucking fool

spying on someone

looking down on people

If you taking photos and etc of someone 

Minding their own business

But you took the time to stop

so you can make a case

the sad part is 

you doing it right before you walk out the door to go to church 

where you say 

you can be closer to god

Let talk about how some of you

 walk your ass out them church doors

But go right back and act a dam fool

with the gossiping

Now I ask if it was my self and you

I'm only talking to the people who this resonate with

me and you 

standing in front of god

do you think your god will let you in before me

see your good book clearly state

love his children as you love him

so how many of you spying on your god

how many of you talking down with lies on your god

Now here how you know your mind is fucked up

you just said I call myself your god

go back and read it again

so you can get your mind right

now

You must forgive those who trespass on you so he can forgive you for your trespass

if I don't forgive you for your trespassing you place on me 

how can your god do it for you

see I don't have to forgive you

I can forgive myself for allowing you to trespass on me

but you can't forgive yourself for trespassing on others

See your church 

is a learn Behavior

where the slave master had his whipping stick 

if you didn't preach right

now spiritually the slave master has the old folk with their belts

when you get out of line

this is why the church has a bad name 

because of your slave ass mind 

can't think for yourself

and in your mind, you believe 

as long as I go to church

All is forgive

nigger, please 

miss me with that

I see some of you going

 just for show

to say I go to church every Sunday

you can go every fucking day 

but what you do to others will come for you

what you do behind closed doors

will yell out on you

you cant say you better than the ones who don't believe like you

when deep down you don't fucking believe the shit yourself

you are just mad because they are free to be themselves  

and you have to pretend to act

 all church like

so you can have some people who you can say is your friends

people you sit with on Sunday

but don't know anything of who they are behind closed doors

till it comes to the light

then you all talking about your friend 

because that's what you call them last Sunday

now they were never your friend

and you knew something was wrong with them

how can you act an ass

and say in the space of doing so

you are doing right by your god

pull the sand out your eyes before looking at someone 

so you can see clearly

Now that's church

Can I get an amen or whatever you say after your meeting

love you 9

Drug Man by Neoconda Oshun

Drug man

Drug man

I spread my legs to make a corner

So you can stand in

Drug Man 

Drug Man

Give me my dime

That 9 and a half

Bag it up

So we can be safe

Drug Man 

Drug Man

You are hitting the corner hard

Making me afraid

Got me going up the wall

Like spider girl

Because the high is deep inside

Drug Man

Drug Man

I'll always be here to buy

Drug Man

Drug Man

You got me singing high notes

The drug of your Supply

Got me coming back 

And coming back

Coming back to back

Drug Man

Drug Man

The Neighbors going to call

911

Because your drug got them hard and wet

That's a high

Just from the sound of your drug Supply