I couldn't put my baby down
Ain't get to wash my hands of blood to place her bottle in her mouth to take the cries away
I was homeless with nowhere to go
My baby girl was only 8 months old when I took someone life
when I learn I didn't have any real niggers or family
Didn't want any fake kisses
Can't even post at my mother house after buying her 3 cars
she keeps pussy niggers around her house
always high on bullshit
my money
always walking away
Everybody acting suspiciously
My sister says I'm tripping
cause her man like to play with baby girls and not in a good way
when I'm sitting at the crossroad I tend to get in my feelings
and all I see is spirits telling me to listen
I painted all my pain away cause that's the only thing going to heal it
I remember placing the body in a yellow bag
its a fucking sacrifice for me & my children
Place the photo of the face on my altar
and I'm the only one traumatized
because I took life with my right hand
why holding my baby in my left arm
I caught myself by surprise because I did it
I place the oil over the body and watch it burn twice
fire dropped to the bones
I had teardrops in my eyes when I grabbed my baby girl
and told her I did it for her everything going to be ok
I told myself there's no more of being afraid
I had to say goodbye
blood all in the cooler
the smell was in my lungs
wake up in the middle of the night
I got spells in my paint
I don't understand how family around pretending
as if they fuck with me when the cash is gone
so I love them all with a distance
cause the same fam saying they are down
when I'm winning
be the main ones who no longer calling when I'm down
like I'm different
I got paint mixed with voodoo cause every time
I'm up in the middle of the night
I got spells in my paint
dragon blood & herbs always on 9s
all them pussy niggers hating tryna to knock me off my energy
but my power is on 9
I got spells in my paint
sheep I got spells in my paint
I got spells in my paint
WITH THE SPIRITS
ON MY SIDE
I see all you Bible
tarantula
just poisonous to the humans around you
and you calling me a witch in their face
but telling my readings to keep your sheep in place
Yes I'm the psychopath that see the road
I'm abnormal because I have the gift
because a sacrifice took place
All thanks to the creator, life, prosperity & good health to you
Email Neoconda Oshun if you have a question about anything