Text From My Brother doing Life

I told him we will just keep doing time together, and he wrote back.

I just copy and paste 

 U know sis

 that is what I'm talking about,

 I just feel like I'm in your way, and that shit don't sit right with me,

nor reels right, 

why do you have to live in a mobile home, 

when you could have so much more,and trust this

 I already know if you had the power and money, 

you would get me out of here,

cause you try to do that even when you don't have,

 I just don't think its fair to you, 

knowing in my mind and heart,

 no matter what I tell tip she ain't going no where cause she stubborn,

and she likes to keep her word

,but can you see,sis sometimes 

something we want so much in life,just ain't in reach, 

no matter how bad we want it,

 I know it sounds like I'm giving up, 

and who knows maybe I am, 

or is it Because I know your not going to be able to do it on your own, 

as far as getting a lawyer,

 I just want better for u,

I don't want u to keep doing time with me, 

rather I'm the only person u talk to or not, 

cause your the only person I really fall to too, 

(-------) has money on the phone

 but for dome reason

 I don't even wanna talk to her, 

so I haven't called,

and really its cause of you,

 the last time I talked to her, 

I asked her why she never showed u no appreciation, 

why she don't reach out to u, 

and help u like u did her,

why everybody seems so cold towards the one person 

who has helped everybody,

I don't understand that,

 I told her if it wasn't for you 

she wouldn't even be down here, 

so don't get it twisted and think,

 I think she came cause she wanted to,

 I know the lick, 

and I'm just tired of people treating you like the bad guy,

she said tip don't talk to me,

 I said I wonder why, 

how man times have your told her thank u for saving ya ass,

she couldn't answered,

 so I haven't caller since,

but I gotta charge this tablet 

I'll write when I get it back,and that money is still gone be there in case you need it promise don't need it,

 love you so much write u later. 

I love you miss u and we gone be alright one way or thee other,

but let me know its there if u want it I'll be okay as long as u okay...

Part 2

Sis I told you I would finish up writing u, 

so here I am, 

I miss you so much,

and even tho I would give anything to be free,

I would give even more to see you happy, 

and complete,cause you deserve that,

 I want that for all my sisters, 

even tho the other two don't want happiness for me, 

it doesn't change my heart,

 nor what I want for you and them,

so tip like I said I'm holding that money, 

I don't care how bad I want or need something, 

its yours all you gotta do is say bruh send that,

plus tip I don't mind helping you, 

my last is yours, 

all you have invested in me,

its time I do something for you,

I keep telling you I don't care no more if I have or not, 

plus its not like I haven't been broke before,

I just wanna help,

I hate to hear you saying you don't have shit, 

that shit hurts me, 

cause I should be out there helping u 

when times get to rough,

so again I'm here if you need me 

its not going anywhere,

oh yeah still haven't heard from (----),

 but it doesn't matter no more to me,

I'm done worrying about what's gone happen with me, 

and what's not, 

its whatever its gone be,

and I guess most people will look at 

that as me giving up,

 but its not, no one knows what I go thru everyday waking up somewhere

 u don't wanna be for twenty one years, 

it does something, 

I'll never get used to this or call this my home

,I'm just tired of fighting,

 I'm tired of hoping, and having faith in something

 I just can't see,

 I'm I wrong for that, 

then on top of that

 I'm fine depending on people,

 its hard to take people at their word now a days

 so I don't,

 noones but yours cause you don't lie to me, 

never have so I respect all you say

 and do, 

well I was just hitting you back to finish 

where I left off, 

I love you, and I miss you holla back when you can love always lil bruh for life l....

.Jpay

If anyone want to help me write our brother

Tyler Gore

U12435

110 Melaleuca Drive
Crawfordville, Florida 32327-4963