Afraid of (for what)

I use to get mad at people who did me wrong
but I bless them with what they want now
why? you ask
because I don't want to see them anymore
if you give someone $5.00 you know who will run every time they see you
you know you will not see them until next year
if it's just a job
to get them the hell away from I'm good
but the sad part is they always try to come back needing help
I just don't answer
you know I don't talk to the ghosts
for the ones who don't know I call the walking so call friends
people I help out,  you know the people you help but act like you didn't or ask for money and act like it wasn't a loan
they are the real ghost they walk upon you with the same bull if you let them.
but I do talk to the dead, we all call them spirits
the only people who are afraid of me are the ones I laid hands on before I learn to sit in wait
lol
I made it my business to learn something new & different.
boy you need to do the same
talking you are afraid of me
you need to know me 1st
Now what you really want to know