Make sure you

You look at the videos if you know you don't know what you are doing.
Take notes and add them to book of shadows and etc.
Don't just jump and going to buy this and that.
You can use what you have
This is your mailbox  where things are coming to you to help you be the true you.
I'm going to get you the good & the bad
I can't tell you with way to go
So you can pick from
but if you really listen and read your mail something inside you will wake up
Like a new butterfly
So don't 1/2 ass the learning
I learn something new with you
I take notes
If you have a laptop, iPad, phone & etc you can put your books in it till you can print them out, plus with password you can keep spy's out
If you think someone will read it.
and when you have yourself together you can print them and put all your books together.
Remember to have a back up to your cloud or whatever. so you don't see yourself as you lost your world because it broke down on you. Then you find yourself putting yourself down.